Strive

an onerous inner self
Some Scratches on wall
comer iffy maims on body
eyes with tears
enough to whelm
the cosmos unabridged.
keeps you from smiling
makes the silhouette dead akin.
with you in every beseech.
eyes stitched to sky.
"Why me" try to justify.
try to catch and vanished
try to feel and offaled
the face always smiling
you see at your decree
Ah! everything, yet void
roads there, forgot walking.
memories haunting
life's subduing
days stringy
nights immortal.
luscious is what death feels.
strive to cope
death tows
try to end
grit succumbs.
no way in and no way out.
separation is what
all about.